Lame Post

Dear Sir Tinkerlot,

I have always wondered how easy was it for you to just say "I just wanna fuck you". Let me put it this way: times have changed and we always had to grow up as the responsibilities are totally now. The current feelings are stronger than ever, and though I just get the same feedback as every other one, there will come one day that I shall prove my critics wrong.

p.s. i miss you lots. get your ass back soon. only you can relate to me.

Your greatest fan,
m|t0-sama.


Ahhh... the paradox of life: the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment.
The timing was just right as it rained (i mean, super heavy downpour) after my golf session, as your truely strolled downstairs without any form of cover to get myself a big-gulp(i'm a closet 7-11 fan, no cheers for me thankyouverymuch). And as cliche as it may sound, I simply love walking in the rain, because nobody can see me cry. Blah. With the world in my hands, there's no one left to hear you scream. This doppelganger of me can find no reality, and it's probably caused by my naturally schizophrenic zodiac sign. With only friends for remedy, will I ever find eternity? And what's up with the cliques within cliques that I simply can't click with?
Serious, when will anyone fucking take me for real? And what is REAL????

Here's the song to you. Yes, I think you know who you are.


When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
We've been through this
Such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain
Yeahh..
But lovers always come
And lovers always go
And no one's really sure
Who's lettin' go today
Walking away
If we could take the time
To lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
Then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain

Do you need some time
On your own
Do you need some time
All alone
Everybody needs some time
On their own
Don't you know you need some time
All alone

I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you

Sometimes I need some time
On my own
Sometimes I need some time
All alone
Everybody needs some time
On their own
Don't you know you need some time
All alone

And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain
I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain

Don't ya think that you
Need somebody
Don't ya think that you
Need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one
You're not the only one

Don't ya think that you
Need somebody
Don't ya think that you
Need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one
You're not the only one

Don't ya think that you
Need somebody
Don't ya think that you
Need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one
You're not the only one

Don't ya think that you
Need somebody
Don't ya think that you
Need someone
Everybody needs somebody

November Rain - Guns N' Roses



Anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

From the son that lets you down from time to time and yet you have never given up on him.
Not even once.